Self-actualization is a joke.

You have to come to one fundamental fact that none of this is going to make a difference.

When I write in here, I do not cause reform.

Vanity is probably the main reason.

Vanity is a killer, folks. I have said it before.

This, now, seems to be all in vain . . . nothing is panning out.

Life is at a crossroads and neither road I wish to take.

Perhaps, I shall cut my own path of existence, but I doubt it.

I will die young and will be remembered by few.

This truth we all have to face.