2010-04-14 @ 11:26 a.m.
I had this huge urge to create yesterday. Some sort of hobby that I could have to pass the time and then, when it was done, I could have something that was mine that I had made through this hobby. The idea of that made me happy. Actually, happy.
After careful thought, I picked a hobby. I can't draw, I can only write when I'm in deep depression, painting frustrates me, and everything else was either too expensive or took too much space.
But, I found one, which was it was doesn't matter, and I was excited.
Just think twelve hours ago I was happy and excited.
...That didn't last long...
Scratch the wall || 0 scratches on the wall.
fade away - materialize