I know I have not been posting and there is not good reason for my absence.

Have I realized that this really is nothing to worry about?

If I post here, I do not change a thing. If I do not, I do not change a thing.

By the way, Chicago is a beautiful city.

Its famed wind cut through my soul this morning as I stood outside.

It made me feel free and vulnerable.

It made me not want to leave.