My first feelings were of relief. You were finally gone and now I didn't have someone that abused me every few days and was sweet every few more.

I could never understand you. . .but you have to remember. You cannot be the only one in my life.

You were my sun, and I loved you for that.

But there are also other things in my world. You could not be all encompassing.

And you were selfish in that fact.

I will miss you, oh god, how I will miss you.

But, maybe I need some more time with the moon watching over me.